Party Girl Again …

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The first few months of me coming home I spent most of it with my boyfriend at the time and he continued to take care of me. He always made sure I was okay and helped me with a lot of the things I was unable to do.
When he left two months later I was devastated to end our year long relationship, for at the time, he was my everything and my happiness depended only on him.
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When he left my happiness left with him, so I had to find something else to make me happy. I went back to drinking and partying, a little bit more than before. Only this time… I wasn’t in battle with my family anymore because of the relationship I developed with them. This time, I told them where I was going and often partied at my father’s pub and spent time with him there;
I drank a lot more so that my body can go back to getting used to alcohol because I was tired of getting tipsy after one drink (everyone found that fairly amusing).
Every day I was in pain and it never went away, when I was partying I would leave for an hour with a friend and lay down in the car to rest my back and once I felt less pain, I would go out again.
My friends were very over protective over me, making sure no one pushed me or bumped into me. When the pubs got too crowded they would kindly escort me outside and we’d party in our own little corner.
I wasn’t allowed to work until my next visit to the doctor so I had plenty of free time to rest during the day, though I got bored, I had my close friends to entertain me.
It wasn’t long before another man made his way into my life…
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About Marilyn :)

I'm a writer and christian whose living a very complicated life, I know I'm never alone no matter how alone I feel at times. I'm stubborn so i always learn things the hard way and even though I have a lot of regrets, I'd never take anything back because I wouldn't be who I am today.

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